December 2011
1 post
October 2011
1 post
Love....?
September 2011
2 posts
Old Friend...
Recently, I’ve been sorting out my old pictures and letters. Now that I use e-mail and chatting, I hardly write letters anymore. I found one letter that was given to me before I left for Japan from a friend that I met in Paris. It said, “Out of billions of people I was able to meet you so no matter how far away we are separated from each other, someday, we’ll meet again.”...
Tomorrow....
Time was really just made on Sunday after a long time, and I could go to church. I thought how long to be run after time. The margin of the heart is proportional to the margin of time. It seems to have rifted a widow of an earthquake, and water starts to come out from a basement, and I have begun to put the baggage in order. An old picture and the goods of a memory have come out. If the...
August 2011
1 post
Feelings..
That it’s away from the person, whether a relation is good bite, I cry, it’ll be. Do you also become concerned? It’s difficult to keep the same expectation. Even if you can contact so easily, the ten partner GA doesn’t see feel uneasy reciprocally. Because the situation can’t be understood, I become concerned. A really important partner isn’t a mail, and...
July 2011
3 posts
Switch
One month tries to pass after I move to a new workplace. Though the new boss and a colleague are a good person, I think what it’s doesn’t fit with itself. I think this isn’t the place where one should be here and am uncomfortable.I understand the one by which one now should do the best to be made.But past for these several years, i can’t get a solution by myself.A change in...
Ohana
When being fun, why does it pass suddenly? The people in Hawaii are really gentle. I think I never want to return. But I have no choice but to be in this country now by Japanese. You could meet a new friend this time and could meet the friend who met last year, the friend waiting every year and a lot of people. When I go to Hawaii, I’m relieved. Because I can be here by myself who is just as...
May 2011
1 post
Sunday...
I have gone outside in a lunchtime today. I thought today was Sunday if the people who take a walk freely were being seen, once more. You could also go to church in a holiday on Sunday and previous I had gone out with the family and a friend. A life has changed completely after it’ll be an sales trade. There are no regrets in the case that one has decided, but there are no holidays recently,...
April 2011
2 posts
Ignorance.........
I read a regrettable article. The children who take refuge from a disaster area and have come were playing at a park. Then local child said that radioactivity seems. They have returned to Fukushima. Too regrettable talk. Ignorance bears discrimination. An adult has to tell you a right thing. ., when I consider feeling of the child who heard the word, it becomes really pain. When I went to a...
Boy...
One boy talked in the TV today..” I want stay here because my friends coming back to here one day..I wanted wait them..” He living near the focus of the earthquake..I think home is mean not house . its mean place .person and never change..I saw a lot of love and strong in his eyes..I am sure he will be good and real man..He is 12years old..people can be strong if we have love and have...
March 2011
2 posts
After An Earthquake
After an earthquake disaster, rhythm is returning to a life a little. But, definite form continues, we having problem in a nuclear power plant is threatening our daily life. we need right information and knowledge , but report of a television and correspondence of a government aren’t understood well yet. How is there danger? There are people who don’t sleep at the site and work. A...
Earthquake
The disaster is came suddenly, started shaking the ground and I couldn’t stand without hanging on to something. I thought the “kantou earthquake” came but that thankfully it wasn’t that. But I have never felt an earthquake scary as that. I know in Japan we have a lot of earthquakes but yesterdays earthquake surprised me. That one was very big and the ground shook for a long...
January 2011
3 posts
Feeling..
I think that the encounter of the person has a meaning. How much person will it be possible to meet with during life? How much person can you love? When I was in Paris, I did a trip almost every week. I was able to go a train and the by bus various countries. I met a lot of people. The person who can never meet, the person whom I still contact.。I can meet various people without difference in time...
Distance...
some people say distance makes love stronger…when together love becomes weaker because can always see…….so I can understand that and maybe it is true .But if you really believe that then why do you continue your marriage life ? you don’t need family? 何人かの人々は距離が愛をより強くすると言います…一緒になって毎日会っていると愛は、弱くなってしまう。…私はそれを理解出来ます。一理あると思います。でも、あなたが本当にそれを信じているならなぜ結婚生活を続けているの? あなたは家族が必要なの？
2011...
It’s already 2011. One year went by so fast. I was waiting for some results in 2010. Those results didn’t change anything. Maybe that even didn’t have results. Because it had been learned that an expectation isn’t being done gradually, even I wasn’t so depressed any more. Don’t you go so that why may you think it’ll be an adult so much? Around a high...
December 2010
4 posts
nail
Why does a person lie? Everyone says a small lie at a time. From vanity and humility. ., but there is a lie which injures a person. To hide that lie, you have to keep lying over and over again. And soon enough, you will turn into a real liar. People’s feeling isn’t considered any more. A divorced husband had a lover. One day, the ex-wife of the husband got a call from his lover....
Goals...
It’s almost the end of year 2010..I had dreams I thought I would accomplished but never got around to them…I believed those dreams would come true somewhere in my heart. I know there are somethings that will never come true…Should I change my goals? or I should I keep going if I still have a percentage of making them come true? I know what I need to do but sometimes I lose my...
who am I now?
I started getting in touch and calling me old friends in middle and high school recently. We all have different situations right now but when we started talking, we realized we haven’t changed much. I thought as I grew older that I won’t be scolded by my parents but I realized I was wrong. I am still scolded by my mother and father. No matter how old you are your parents are still...
This is my work...
WORK EXPERIENCE 2009 Shisendou (clothes.Accessories, jewelry, shoes, belt, backing, hat, socks, design ) ● sales Aloha bear ● Jewelry design ● Jewelry and Hawaiian goods project sales ● Announcing to public and customer management of shop Roppongi Dr . Andny’s Clinic(Cosmetic surgery clinic) ● Assistant of announcing to public ● reception work Efa Ltd. ( License handbag design) ● Sample...
November 2010
1 post
Wait..
I waited for a person today for the first time in a while..but the person I was waiting for never came but that more mixed feelings.if you don’t care who waiting long ,you never understand that my feelings how..But I wonder I didn’t have angry ..oh maybe very close ” SAD” and “SETSUNAI” ? When i finally snapped back to reality, it was already almost...
October 2010
4 posts
Order:)
I received message from my friend who got his ring that I made him. He really liked it:) I love to design work..I know i dont have a really talent but I get ideas when I will start work..so I remember i couldnt get anything when i was in the work mode ..Anyway ,I really hope someone like my design then order me …So thank you my friend that you chose me..:)...
Noticed ..
October 1. 2010 is going to end in 3 more months. When I went to see a friend in Seattle this year, we were talking about us in the present. I had a hope and I was looking forward to this autumn. But I don’t think that is coming..I noticed that I have to accept real then give up then should keep going forward ..so,maybe I could find new way ..I should have new vision for happy future from...
Vsion :)
September 2010
5 posts
Emotions...
今日は久しぶりのお休み。日曜日に休むのは何ヶ月ぶりだろうか？神様がくれた休みだから教会にいって来た。教会に行けなくなってから少し神様から離れていた気がする。祈る事で救われる事が沢山ある。辛くて家族にもいえない事を癒してくれた。でも。悩みは沢山あるし、ずっと祈り続けている事は未だに希望が見えない。。感情は人を豊かにするけれど、間違った方向に向けると大変な事になる。私は感情に流されすぎるのか、決断が未だに出来ない。神様、貴方を信じています。でも、このままでいいのでしょうか？もう諦めるべきなのか。自分の感情にしたがうと誰かを傷つけるかもしれない。。自分がもっと傷つくかもしれない。自分に自信がないです。 I had my day off that I haven’t had in a long time. When was the last time I had a Sunday...
The first day:)
I started work in Ginza today. New manager was nice to me then I had peace of mind that new manager was nice to me . So, If I think it as my job but relationship is very important for us. It’s very different if we couldn’t get along well. It’s very sad things that if you hit it off with co-worker and boss because we spend time almost one day. We don’t know what happen...
Job & life..
I think that I have a rough, difficult personality. I don’t really think before I act. I’m the type to act by my feelings and the sense. My family is used to my difficult behavior. It is very difficult for such me to create a design for life. Will anything change if tomorrow comes? Does anything change? My expectations don’t match at all. I think about my new job for jewelry that...
August 2010
3 posts
Start
I started working on my jewelry work again. I really love working as a designer. When I was a child, I got electric wires from friendly construction workers that came in various colors. I made rings from those imagining what it would be like to be a designer. I also loved drawing. Every night, my dad drew Disney characters from my picture books for me. After trying to copy those everyday, everyone...
Today..
I’ve decided to write my recent situation after a long time. Time passes with surprisingly fast. This year is going a totally different direction than what I was thinking of in the beginning of the year. My usual one month vacation was shortened to five days. But I got to see many of my friends:) There were some friends I met that I’ve talked to but never met, and other friends that I...
June 2010
1 post
movie :)
I saw movie in the movie theater in many months ..I love movie like action, science fiction or love story ..I like that I can enjoy or feel fun movie is better cause that not real or fiction.I love happy ending :) I know that not real but I got good feel. Cheer and understand like heroine sometimes..And I got power little bit today. I feel I need love friends and love someone special even I get...
April 2010
2 posts
work
I felt that business is very difficult from I started web shop .Beginning, I just want make some that I loves things but now, I wish someone buy one from my shop.But not good….I mean sell. why? we have many encounter new friends and things in the our life.I could start web shop cause I met lot of friends who is supporting me and cheering me on.And Now.. I really happy that if someone like it...
March 2010
4 posts
Life...
I thought start new life in this year but already April coming soon ..So, I still here same start line.. one step but one step back again. I asked my Boss about my summer vacation. but she gave just 5days.. long ? no.. she said ” you should be do work more!” that mean ” work is most in life” its very Japanese think ..For me ” life is most I had many stress then...
Real...
It was warm today feel like spring has come..I asked my Boss about summer vacation. she said ” NO! nobody asked like you..cant give you permission to take that.” yes I know it…That my real ..I cant get vacation and cant lose my job. I have boyfriend but I don’t know what our future. I can’t do anythings cause if he don’t want more and I trying get new job or start new...
Bad feel
I think never call you when I had an argument with friend or lover..but always I call you or send you first..i cant keep angry ..eventually I like you more then you.. I think I was obstinate before but I don’t do that now or I can’t do . I always say when I feel some and do action. maybe I am simpleminded woman.:( after all, I sent you today..you tell me that you shouldn’t be say...
February 2010
5 posts
Feel....
I got holiday few days then I visited my favorite place then could see my lovey friends. but I always feel lonely after I had happy time..I really love see my friends but I don’It know when I can see you again.. I don’t say good bye and will miss you always that reason from I am woman or my personality? I can’t enjoy just moment even I know time flies really..one day .one week....
January 2010
7 posts
Sunday
I don’t like cold since I was a child .I don’t want go out like today that Sunday..recently. I couldn’t get time and couldn’t get day off too. I thinking and have to do something always then I forgot its winter and very cold outside now…..just I thinking its gift from God cause Today is Sunday :) but if I spending time with someone here like today.Maybe my feel is...
Shopping
I think most men doesn’t like shopping with women..I know why..But I saw nice couple they were not young .wife was chubby who tried dress and asked husband each time. It was heartwarming to see they talking and showing .. I think very happy if I can do like going shopping with partner when I will get old ..I like shopping by myself but I’d like have sweet husband who shopping with me...
Blindly
I can judge what is right if that case not mine..but very difficult answer like math if that between man and women things or love . .we can change or curve truth and real when we love someone. we do find any excuse by myself then believe in..he love me..and everything will be ok. Love make blindly ? I wish love each other .I never want unrequited love…....