December 2009
15 posts
2009 ーー＞2010
Almost New year 2010 coming.. I don’t know what happen in 2010..last year I wished move to other place then live ..I did try my best ..a lot of things…but my dream didnt come true ..God had plan for me or my life but that was different.. I am not unhappy but feel need something.. Am I greedy ? But wish with someone some where..next year:) Just my wish..but hope come true…...
Present...
My Christmas will be finish soon This year..I wished there on Hawaii this year.. I cant remember I believed Santa until when.? He went come see me until when? My lover was Santa when I was grow up after..But now I gave presents myself… Im very happy if someone give me present whatever or anythings ..cause who think of me then give me .yes, I love expensive things but I dont care how much...
Keep Love.
何も話さなくても心が通じていると感じる事がある。メールを送ろうとした時に、その相手から来る事がある。支えて欲しいときそばにいてくれる時がある。何かをして欲しいから誰かを好きになる訳ではない。見返りが欲しいから何かをする訳ではない。お互いに想い合っていると自然と相手に何かしてあげたくなる。ずっと同じ人を想い続けるのは大変な事だ。なぜなら、お互いにずっと同じ状態ではいられないから。お互いに思いやる気持ちと努力が大切なのだと思う。言葉をかける事、体に触れる事、一緒の時間を持つ事、、、、。情熱はいつか冷めてしまうかもしれないけれど、愛情は冷めない人でいたい。 I thought that I could connected someone.. when I think ” send mail to him ” but just same time that coming...
Christmas time..
I was looking froward to coming Christmas when I was kid..I got presents and ate cake that was really happy time for me.. My grand mother took me to department store every time then she gave me Christmas present and new dress new year.. She loved me so much and I was with her a lot of time… I loved animal the collected stuffed toy animal..that made in west Germany and hand made ..that very...
Encounter...
I trying put on my jewlery online in this week, I could take pics good and could be sell ?just worry about it.. many friends helping me always. especially, hawaii friends do for me a lot and care of me ..I met person..who using a lot PC and I did start. I’m sure if I didnt meet him I never use pc a lot like now..So, I got many friends from there and now they are really my friends .. its...
Full moon ○
It was very beautiful full moon night when I looked up at the sky after work tonight..I remember Hawaii always I saw full moon…I did take a walk side beach after dinner then I thought a lot or talked a lot with friends at Cafe..But when I am here in Tokyo..I m not go out or not mush take a walk..I feel always somethings or someone pushing me..if only one my life here now. I want have time...