Sunday August 28, 2011 at 4:21

Text August 28, 2011 ~

Feelings..

That it’s away from the person, whether a relation is good bite, I cry, it’ll be. Do you also become concerned? It’s difficult to keep the same expectation. Even if you can contact so easily, the ten partner GA doesn’t see feel uneasy reciprocally. Because the situation can’t be understood, I become concerned. A really important partner isn’t a mail, and sometimes asks voice by telephone and goes to meet suddenly, and has to tell neatly. But it’s most that I’m here together actually. It isn’t sometimes possible to tell the” feeling’s feelings that I sympathize to understand successfully. even An easy thing but… 人て離れていると関係が上手くいかなくになる。気持ちも離れてしまうのか？同じ思いを持ち続けるのは難しい。こんなに簡単にコンタクトが出来ても相手がが見えないとお互い不安になる。状況が理解出来ないから,すれ違がってしまう。メールじゃなくて、たまには電話で声を聞いたり、突然会いに行ったり、本当に大切な相手ならちゃんと伝えないと。でも本当は,一緒にいるのが一番なんだけど。分かっていても”思いやる気持ち”　時々上手く伝える事が出来ない。簡単なことなのに。。。


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Sunday July 24, 2011 at 3:53

Text July 24, 2011 ~

Switch

One month tries to pass after I move to a new workplace. Though the new boss and a colleague are a good person, I think what it’s doesn’t fit with itself. I think this isn’t the place where one should be here and am uncomfortable.I understand the one by which one now should do the best to be made.But past for these several years, i can’t get a solution by myself.A change in the switch of its feeling becomes difficult gradually, and making intention does ambiguous myself. So…Is it better to turn off everything once ? .. 私が新しい職場に移動してから一ヶ月になろうとしている。新しいボスも同僚も良い人なのに、何だか自分と合っていない気がする。 ここは自分の居るべき場所ではないような気がして居心地が悪い。今の自分が出来る事に全力を尽くすべきなのは分かっている。 でも、ここ数年間、自分で答えがだせない。自分の気持ちのスイッチの切り替えがだんだん難しくなって曖昧な自分を作っているような気がする。 思いきって、一度すべてのスイッチ切ってしまった方がいいのかな。。。


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Wednesday July 13, 2011 at 3:49

Text July 13, 2011 ~

Ohana

When being fun, why does it pass suddenly? The people in Hawaii are really gentle. I think I never want to return. But I have no choice but to be in this country now by Japanese. You could meet a new friend this time and could meet the friend who met last year, the friend waiting every year and a lot of people. When I go to Hawaii, I’m relieved. Because I can be here by myself who is just as it is. It has been completely too dependent on a friend. .But What does one now need? Who needs? A response is being seen.Tokyo is too busy and thrilling. I’m always struggling in order to think you can’t go and do something by oneself when I’m not accounting for the way one chose.. I could have one week head emptily at Hawaii. Thank you very much, everyone. . Can I meet again next year? ., I’d like to meet. 楽しい時ってどうしてあっという間に過ぎてしまう。Hawaiiにいる人達は本当に優しい。いつも帰りたくないなと思う。でも私は日本人で今はこの国にいるしかない。今回は新しい友達にも会えたし、去年知り合った友達、毎年待っていてくれる友達、沢山の人に会えた。Hawaiiに行くとホッとする。そのままの自分でいられるから。友達にすっかり甘えてしまった。。。でも今の自分に何が必要なのか？誰が必要なのか？答えが見えてくる。東京はあまりにも忙しくて息が詰まる。自分が選んだ道に責任を持っていないと行けない気がして何とかしようともがいている。ハワイでは一週間頭をからっぽに出来た。有難う皆。。。来年又会えるかな。。会いたいな。


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Sunday July 10, 2011 at 17:12

Photo July 10, 2011 ~

missing u guys..i leave now

missing u guys..i leave now


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Monday May 23, 2011 at 3:16

Text May 23, 2011 ~

Sunday…

I have gone outside in a lunchtime today. I thought today was Sunday if the people who take a walk freely were being seen, once more. You could also go to church in a holiday on Sunday and previous I had gone out with the family and a friend. A life has changed completely after it’ll be an sales trade. There are no regrets in the case that one has decided, but there are no holidays recently, and in what does one be going or feel uneasy? We think the rest day when a heart and a body can relax is necessary. Even impossibility will make time for one whole day. ., room may also be able to fall in love a little more work. . 今日は,ランチタイムに外に出た。のんびり散歩する人達を見ていたら今日は日曜日なんだなと改めて思った。昔は日曜日は休みで教会にも行けたし、家族や友達と出かけていた。販売業になってからすっかり生活が変わってしまった。自分の決めた事に後悔はないけど、最近は休みがなくて自分が何に向かっているのか不安になる。人間て心も体もリラックスできる休息日が必要なのだと思う。丸一日は無理でも時間を作ってみよう。。恋も仕事ももう少し余裕が出来るかもしれない。。


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