Ohana
When being fun, why does it pass suddenly? The people in Hawaii are really gentle. I think I never want to return. But I have no choice but to be in this country now by Japanese. You could meet a new friend this time and could meet the friend who met last year, the friend waiting every year and a lot of people. When I go to Hawaii, I’m relieved. Because I can be here by myself who is just as it is. It has been completely too dependent on a friend. .But What does one now need? Who needs? A response is being seen.Tokyo is too busy and thrilling. I’m always struggling in order to think you can’t go and do something by oneself when I’m not accounting for the way one chose.. I could have one week head emptily at Hawaii. Thank you very much, everyone. . Can I meet again next year? ., I’d like to meet. 楽しい時ってどうしてあっという間に過ぎてしまう。Hawaiiにいる人達は本当に優しい。いつも帰りたくないなと思う。でも私は日本人で今はこの国にいるしかない。今回は新しい友達にも会えたし、去年知り合った友達、毎年待っていてくれる友達、沢山の人に会えた。Hawaiiに行くとホッとする。そのままの自分でいられるから。友達にすっかり甘えてしまった。。。でも今の自分に何が必要なのか？誰が必要なのか？答えが見えてくる。東京はあまりにも忙しくて息が詰まる。自分が選んだ道に責任を持っていないと行けない気がして何とかしようともがいている。ハワイでは一週間頭をからっぽに出来た。有難う皆。。。来年又会えるかな。。会いたいな。
